I didn’t sign out of tumblr on Andy’s laptop, so now I have a boner.

Audition? Man Hail NAH!

I know no one will ever read this but I need to get this out of my head. I hate the person that I am. I let everyone walk all over me because I’m too nice to say no. People have always called me the “nice guy” and I’ve always denied it but honestly its fucking true. I never say no and always keep to myself. I never let anyone see my angry or sad because I always keep it bottled in but the feelings always rush to me before I fall asleep. It makes me feel fake but I feel there’s no one I can go to. I’m always there when someone needs me but no one is there when I need it. I tend to let these things get to me easily but I always keep a straight face so no one notices. I have friends that I love to death but I just feel so alone. I want to change but I’m afraid of what I’ll become because I’ve seen this happen to lots of people around me.

theliddoelefant:

I usually dont fall for girls, but when I do, its to ones that dont catch me.

Amen bro. Amen.

Every crush/relationship I’ve ever had has been a physical attraction. I want to be in a relationship thats more than physical but emotional as well.

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